Was tearing as I was shaving and getting ready to go out. A rather contrasting image, don't you think? I remember watching my father shave when I was very small. I wanted to try shaving too, but he told me to wait till I was older. Until I became a man. He also told me that men don't cry. Ok. From now on, will be tougher. Fuck all those assholes in ( Read more... )

A song for my bun-gnee, and for Best Friend, Queen, Big Bro, Pilot Jeremy, my Bowling Idol, Paris, Dennis & Andy...

Let love be real, in giving and receiving,

Without a need to manage and to own;

A haven, free from posing and pretending,

Where every weakness may be safely known.

Give me your hand, along the desert pathway,

Give me your love, ( Read more... )

I just realised why I haven't been making entries into my LJ. In the past, this used to be an outlet to vent my frustrations, a release of sorts. It was my way of expressing how I felt to no one in particular, while being sure that I was heard in general. Of late though, I've been internalising most things, and this has led to quite an unhealthy ( Read more... )

We were in love before
But now it's so much more
Cause when I kiss your lips I can't explain
What I feel in my heart for you

I don't know what I'd do
Baby if I lost you
Cause I've been without you and I know how it feels
And I can't be alone anymore

[Chorus]
I know its more than love
Baby I can feel it
When I'm close to you
I know its more than love
Baby, do ( Read more... )

Have you ever wished that life was like a role-playing computer game? Was just thinking about some of the stuff which has taken place over the last two years. While I did learn a lot from all my experiences and became a little stronger, a little wiser, a little more matured... some of these incidents could have been avoided, and the emotional hurt ( Read more... )

I haven't typed an entry in more than a month, and I feel like I'm totally out of touch with everything. Just ended my exams two weeks ago, and in the month that led up to the papers, it was just plain mugging day and night, and it just became one big blur. Needless to say, I was NEVER on MSN, and hardly even checked my email, let alone I don't ( Read more... )

Read an entry on kitsch_king 's LJ about Rice Rhapsody... and it got me thinking.

Our family members are supposed to be the people we can always turn to for support and advice and comfort - after all, as the saying goes, there's no place like home. But I think that in reality, for a lot of us, Home is just another place where we have to continue putting up ( Read more... )

Been busy studying for the exams... how quickly a year has passed, and what a difference a year has made. Most days (and some nights) have been spent in school (soon to be all days and nights, starting tomorrow!), and I'll have to hang in there till the end of April! But for today, I took things a little easier. Just to enjoy the moment, I guess.

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Standing Right Next To Me

Love is like the wind,
Sometimes it blows your way,
And until now
It missed me somehow.

But when I turned around
I saw you standing there.
The sound of your voice -
I had no choice.

I used to have a wish
One day I'd feel like this.
Now I know love exists
Cause it's standing right next to me.

Beneath the moon tonight
I see it in your ( Read more... )

Went for a dear friend's commissioning parade yesterday evening... and it was really grand seeing him marching in the parade and then finally putting on his officer rank after nine months of tough training. Congratulations, Capt. Tan... SIR!!!

Just before the parade started, I was sitting in the grandstands with two other dear friends... and I ( Read more... )