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i feel like an old woman.

these last few weeks of second semester are always my favorite days of the school year. i feel really nostalgic for the last three decembers. my life has always been really exciting around this time of year, but this time nothing really big seems to be happening. there aren't any big parties to look forward to, no friends visiting. but that's why i ( Read more... )

last night was incredible! dustin and i watched election coverage in our apartment, and when obama won the whole neighborhood went nuts! literally, it was like the jonas brothers were in town or something because it sounded like a mob outside. two minutes before barack's speech, dustin and i ran out to buy beer, and we ran down to the corner store ( Read more... )

on the day after halloween, i am always at a loss. how is one to proceed, after running around the streets of new york city dressed as a doomed seventies songstress? i was slightly drunk on top shelf booze, i thought, i don't know if i can drink as much as i used to, i don't know if i have the stomach. there were many geishas this year, many sluts ( Read more... )

last year i thought i would be happier if i moved back on campus. this year, it's the exact opposite. having tried to live at sarah lawrence in a dorm room with no kitchen and a nasty bathroom and loud people all around, i've realized that i've moved past campus life. i thought that things would be the same as they always were on campus, that i ( Read more... )

i realized that i miss writing in here! my new blog is going good and all, but this is like my college blog. i remember when i started it as a first year in lynd, and i also remember writing many stupid, stupid entries that i have now locked. but some of my entries aren't so stupid, and since i am bored and really annoyed with sarah lawrence right ( Read more... )

school is soon and i'm excited! i can't wait to see my new room and buy back to school clothes ( Read more... )

xiu xiu, fabulous muscles
au voir simone, the bird of music
antony and the johnsons, i am a bird now

(bird bird.)

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i don't want to be a senior. i don't want to be the oldest. i still want there to be pretty older girls with beautiful clothes to admire wistfully from afar, i want there to be handsome older boys to have whimsical senior crushes on. i know that it's still summer, but so far being a senior seems awfully lonely.

yesterday i moved out of my fleetwood apartment. it was a very trying day. i got a bottle of powerade thrown at me in redhook by this thirteen year old middle school bully who found my short shorts distasteful. also, dustin and i took the uhaul into a parking garage that said "TEN FOOT CLEARANCE" very clearly; however, the sign was a lie! there was ( Read more... )