i skipped both of my classes today. i feel guilty, but also not so much because i have so much work and i am tired of trains, trains all the time, eating up the hours. but i am almost done. i can't wait for this year to be over.

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i feel like my entire world is falling down around me.

i am living in DL 33 next year.

in other news, i need to write my overdue paper for fred.

this week has left me feeling desperately unsated.

inside, i feel like this:

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but all of my efforts to rage it have been fruitless.

i wish i had a little garden in which i could sit and read.

WOW. i really hate the c train. a lot.

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ladyhawke, "back of the van"

i am sad to leave the sea. every time i come here, i feel as though i really belong here, and i envy everything that has the capacity to live in the ocean. at night, i imagine all the little fish swimming through the darkness, and all the sharks that must keep moving in order to breathe, and all the whales keeping there calves close by. today i ( Read more... )

it is time for a flurry of internet activity. i am in florida and this morning i thought i left my journal in a motel room in south carolina. i spent the day in low spirits. but then my mom found it in the car and everything was okay.

soon i will be 21.

bunny rabbit, "lovers and crypts"

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this song is the jam. at first i wasn't sure if i liked it, but it seriously grows on you. her voice is so unique, and the beats are really creepy.