I don't think I can begin to express just how fucking emotional i am right now.  I*ve cried for hours....and hours.  Its not just one thing, its everything, and everyone.  It all just kinda snuck up on me and smacked me in the face.  I guess I*ve been trying to keep a happy face for all, but inside i was falling apart.  Everytime I turn around ( Read more... )

So.....I*m in Wilmington right now. ICK!!!!!  I do not like it here!!!  Being stuck in the same house as aarons crazy family.......having to see his baby*s momma, and dealing with all the baby*s momma*s drama.  Its all insane.  I*m stuck here until the 13th I think.  so I dunno iffins we will make it home for planet of not. but imma try.

Oy!!!!  ( Read more... )

MY LITTLE SISTER IS A STUPID FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*GROWLZ*

so amanda(my lil sis) wanted to go to the greenday concert next month.  And she wanted to take her bf so she asked if i could wait a couple of weeks before i get the tix so he could get the money and go.  I didn't have a problem with that, so i said sure.  Now the show here in ( Read more... )

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I do come and check up on my friends list almost everyday just cause i love all of you, I just haven't had the energy to type all the things that i need to type. I*ve had the flu for a couple of weeks, I*m just now getting back some of my energy....I*ve been super sick. So here is a short update on everything thats been going on ( Read more... )

you ever feel like i dunno....like nothing really matters. Like everything you used to believe in everything you used to defend and fight for in your life is really just not even worth your energy. Not worth the time and thought you put in it before. All your goals......all your dreams were just frivolous wishes. nothing more....just daydreams, ( Read more... )

I*M tripping.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

on shrooms

I*ve really wanted to update for the past week....maybe eventually i will tell you guys everything thats happened to me this week. It has really been the worst week of my life. Every aspect of my life I got screwed over in ( Read more... )

To Rhi....Sarabear, and Andrea ( Read more... )