i realized today that you can't see the beautiful and amazing things in this world if you don't go on adventures.
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i have a lot to say but i certainly won't say it all. at least not all in one shot ( Read more... )

i want to always be the best friend of my best friend. i don't mean to be cryptic i just hate using names. it seems so obvious. so invasive. i just love this girl and every time i think of her and in every context she makes me smile. just because she is existing somewhere and being just as awesome as she's always been. it's wierd how people grow up ( Read more... )

i realized the other day that my life is a series of awkward interactions. i am the queen of all things uncomfortable. usually the awkwardness is mostly in my head and therefore i just come off as a really dorky and utterly awkward person. but i suppose that isn't too far from the mark. i think i just keep too many things in mind at once and i don' ( Read more... )

things i did today:
- overslept
- jammed my roommate's printer
- blew off my friends at lunch
- skipped my spanish class
- fell down a flight of stairs
- binge ate chocolate covered cashews

all and all its been a swell day...i think i'm going to try and nap so i don't do anymore stupid ridiculous shit...

ahhh! what an awful day!

i can listen to mason jennings and whatever mood i'm in just melts away into the best days of summer. that's why it's so great to have friends like i had this summer. sometimes i miss the summer more than anything. before life got so strung out. before things got turned inside out. before people changed and distance became an issue in executing the ( Read more... )

i am ridiculous. i don't understand why everything happens all in a row. i meet a nice guy, we hook up, he goes away for the rest of the weekend so i meet another nice guy and hook up with him and now i dont know what to do. aaaaaaah. but i guess the best thing to do is wait and see if one calls and the other finds me. i guess that's my best bet. ( Read more... )

ok, alex told me to just ignore kevin but he pisses me off so bad some times. it's becuase he so badly misunderstands me, or misinterprets me. i hate that. i hate not being appreciated, or disliked for something thats genuinely me and not some faux me that people think is who i am ( Read more... )

it's amazing how a little while in a familiar environment can change a person's state of mind. and i'm now ending the vague third person stuff. i hate that bullshit. say what you mean. i like being specific. there's a kind of power in being able to say exactly what you mean and where your thought processes come from. people are so rarely as ( Read more... )

why do my friends keep pissing me off? i like them but i just can't stand them...