You think I wanna be considered “useful?” For sure not. You know what happens to useful people? They get fucking used. I have set the bar sufficiently low enough that basically nobody in my life would ever dream of relying upon me to help them or perform for them. And as I result I lead a life of freedom. My friends don’t ask me to help them move. ( Read more... )

Hello world, Hope you're listening ( Read more... )

o Stop talking about where you went to college ( Read more... )

I've been doing some serious thinking lately ( Read more... )

There is so much I want to do and say but just no time to get it all done.

Pregnant women are smug ( Read more... )

I finally found out how to save the soilders from PTSD tonight. I got the rough draft of how to help them to stop them from killing themselves ( Read more... )

Had a minor slip up, but it was no big deal. I did return to blb's... for some reason creepy paul wants to fight me... good for him. I am back in the gym. working on my novel in theory. doing ok.

So it's been ten days and i am itching to go out and do something fun. i want to laugh and get wild and just let loose but I know I can't. I must stay true to my goal and hit x amount of days sober. Kansas sent me a text last night apologizing, Nick Shrooms tried to get me out last night but I stayed in bed. today I hit the gym, worked out my ( Read more... )

Doing better, getting more shit done and recovering... today will be my first day in the gym since the accident... i work tonight out in west bloomfield... I am figuring out how to sleep without being a drunken mess so that's a plus, however my dreams are disturbing as hell and wake me every hour and half, two hours or so. I did laundry, cleaned ( Read more... )