still haven't slept, neck in pain... smoke too much, broke as a motherfucker and need to make some cash and find a new job. Amanda is knocked up so there goes that treasure hunt

the shakes are gone, but my neck is soar and my ribs hurt really bad when it rains. as anna and caitlin wonder where I am...tonight, thursday, me not being me is fucking hard... can't sleep think and time moves so fucking slow... i am dreading work tomorrow.

sober for the second day and the puking has not stopped but I am able to eat. Damn though, all I want to do is drink whiskey. I mean, I burp and i can taste it. I want to smoke weed. I want my lips to be numb from blow. I want my steriods as I feel my body collapsing. I feel in a very real way the visual description that was portrayed in that ( Read more... )

Sittin' here, on this lonely dock watching the rain play. All the things I feel I need to say I can't explain in any other way. I need to be bold. I need to just jump right in. I need to grow older with a girl like you. You've been in front of me and I now finally see you were naturally the one who can make life easy. You show me the truth. I' ( Read more... )

And I shall sleep at noon.

Spinning your umbrella over your head. You should be in bed but you're here instead. Walking with me towards a midnight swim, I can give you, baby, what you can't get from him. Songbird's singing in an old dead tree; the way you drive honey scares the hell out of me. A hundred miles an hour on a brand new road; look at me again, you'll make my ( Read more... )

The seven foot asian and the lesbian sex shop worker in a heated Star Wars discussion about par secs when the british artist soccer chick roller derby broad showed up. Sterlin was telling the story of how he was with an asian prostitute and her pimp and how when vodka is opened in russia, you drink the bottle. this traditioned followed them all to ( Read more... )

Suppressed cogitation tends to gestate ( Read more... )

I know much about psychology and women to really ever commit to someone. I know non verbal, i know the chemicals in the brain and I know that when AFTYN told me she was falling in love with me and wanted to separate from me, and then reading her FB and twitter, what she really meant was... she was smitten with another man.... fucking cunt. Fuck ( Read more... )

'Fuck' is a four letter word. 'Rape' is a four letter word. 'Wife' is a four letter word. So is 'love ( Read more... )