- I never finished the email... and had decided never to send it. But I guess I should have said some of these things to you, Kevin. I don't really want to talk to you anymore... so, if you feel like reading this, go ahead. But you don't have to. It's just how I felt at the time. I don't know what I believe about you anymore. I guess it doesn't ( Read more... )

What it really comes down to... is that neither of us understand him and he doesn't understand either of us. That's how this happened. There was no real malice anywhere. Until now, perhaps...? It's just sad. Because even if the way things happened was weird, sudden and filled with misunderstanding, I can't help but be 100% convinced that this is ( Read more... )

Okay. So let's assess the situation here from my end at least. I've always had reason to believe but now it's clearer than ever that I have never loved anyone as much as I love you. That's why I am SO pissed off. I feel that you never fully realized just how much I love you... and either way, I can't help but be angry at how careless you've been ( Read more... )

I was ready to show you ( Read more... )

What am I doing? What am I doing ( Read more... )

I am so glad that I am so passionate about my emotions. Nothing is more beautiful to me in this world than emotion. Beautiful is like an emotion. It's beautiful to me that I could feel this genuinely sad for any reason. It's beautiful to me that I can love someone so much that it hurts this much to have to consider losing the love that we share. It ( Read more... )

At this moment, I feel that I am officially depressed. I don't know if I've lost my sanity or gained it. Either way it seems to be a bad thing for our relationship. I can't stop thinking over and over again about many of the things you said to me over the course of our conversations the other night/day. More than ever I feel confused and like I don ( Read more... )

I miss being called "kitten" all the time ( Read more... )

I smoked pot last night for the first time since January 2nd...

I smoked way too much. It was very fun... and very scary at the same time. I joked that it'd been so long that it'd probably be like an acid trip and that I probably wouldn't enjoy it. Hmm. I was actually right. It WAS like an acid trip. But a very mild one. Still. I was not really ( Read more... )

This is part of a back and forth email conversation between my brother Aaron and I.

Wed, Sep 23, 2009 at 10:47 AM

Aaron:

It's a Clarence Thomas quote, never mind! haha

nice stance there.  it's way easier to judge and let judge i think.

sorry to hear about the Pet Store.  are they going out of business?  surprised they lasted this long to be honest or ( Read more... )