Here I am. Surrounded by people feeling alone. There is Mia smoking a ciggarette with her man, Brian. There is their little girl barely a month old. Here is Amanda. Jim is a work. Their little girl sleeping with sweet dreams. Dreams only a baby can have. There is Kelly, her twins at home, her soon to be husband at work. So many people with ( Read more... )

So I am actually doing well. As well as can be expected. I have received call backs from the Hospital for the job I wanted. I should start after my birthday week. I am going to the Honda dealership to find my new car. I still haven't decided which one, but when I see it I'll know. I can't believe I will have a great job and a great car and a ( Read more... )

Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me ( Read more... )

I can't sleep, I can't stop thinking of D and how much I love him and how happy he makes me. Without him I feel so lost. Like a part of me is dead. I wish we could be together in this world and time. And not be so scared and lost. But we can't. We can't change who we are so quickly, only time can do that. And there is so much space between us ( Read more... )

Last night a friend died. Car accident. She didn't survive. The one who happens to love her is one of my best friends. Pain, sorrow, dispair. Such sad states of mind and life. When that happened I began to realize two things. One that I hate this city. I have hated this city for so many years and I will always hate it. To many painful ( Read more... )

And in neverland anything is possible ( Read more... )

So I suppose life has a way of making things a bit harder and then taking it and making it easier. I have five thousand dollars in the bank. I'm thinking about getting a Honda Civic that I saw. Good thing I know the dealer personally so I'm getting a great deal. I just received a lot of awesome furniture and have no place in my house to put it ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, there was a boy who never wanted to grow up. So he ran away to neverland. Were he would always be a boy. In my own neverland, I created great adventure and endless fun. But here in neverland there is something missing. For I am lonely. A fate that tears my soul is mine and mine alone to face. A choice. A bond. Things that ( Read more... )

Lately I have been pondering about returning to Brazil. And I am thinking I would be so much happier there. No offence to all others but some have been so cruel to me. I have been accused of so many horrid things and that is ok. I believe every human being will point fingers so that they cannot see how bad they really are and some just because ( Read more... )

I use to believe that things were meant to be and that good things will happen to good people. But after living in this world I question a lot of things. Like myself and my use as a human being on this earth. This is the beginning of a beautiful relationship between me and you. I have a story to tell and all of it is true...well at least from my ( Read more... )