I am going to try this out again and I dunno vent... write out how I am feeling.  Just to get it out there.  It may help it may not help.  Who knows.  Its funny all the people from way back when I only talk to two of those people.  Sad times. Anywho, I was going to write and write and write. And now I have nothing.  SO maybe I will think something ( Read more... )

Um... Update on my life... well lets see... Have had two boyfriends since we talked last dear journal.... Um... Both ended... One bit hard... But we are still good friends... And the other was the biggest mistake of my life. I'm still in the military Im still kicking... Been sucked into the universe known as world of warcraft. and thats about it ( Read more... )

I haven’t slept for 4 days... the tiredness is kicking in... I hate the fact that.... I don’t know what I want to do with my life ( Read more... )

How can I even begin. I am falling in my hole again... good bye cruel world... the candy kid has fled... Once again.... welcome to my depression

I had an awesome time this weekend... Met Cam :) such a lil cutie... saw a bunch of old friends... made a few new ones ( Read more... )

Okay... Friends of mine in flordia... This is Your friend..... CANDY!!! WAKE YOUR BUTTS UP AND FIND ME!!! Katy is coming to see me this weekend... and I swear to god! I will be here till october 22 and if I dont see you (Conner, Stormy, Phreak, Panda, Jim) You are in soooooooooooooo much trouble you have no idea!!!!!!!! Any who... moving on... Yes ( Read more... )

It rained today... I stood outside smoking a Cigarette... feeling the very windy breeze along with the humidity... I almost felt like I was home... expecting Sac to come over and fall asleep on him like I always seem to do.... and then I remember... Im in flordia... Not Hawaii... Im sitting here... waiting till tomorrow.... when I have to go to ( Read more... )

So like... Okay this is a gamer post... so excuse the World of warcraft talk. So like I am getting agrevated with this guy who is in charge of our allied guild... He is like always going back on what he says... It kinda makes me mad and makes me not wanna raid with them anymore... well in mc and ony anyways... I try to be the uber priest... but i ( Read more... )

parking- 10 dollars ( Read more... )

My mom: I saw her at graduation. It kills me how much i dont like her... but it also kills me cause im afraid that I'm going to turn out just like her. I really don't want to be like her... she is the person in this world that i dispise the most... WORDS ( Read more... )