eh, feel really fat today. i'm probably just retaining water from all the salt i had yesterday. i have these all natural pills that get rid of water weight, they're like asparagus and stuff like that. i think that'll help. hopefully. uhg.
my room is disgusting.
i'm going to make some tea and try to get ready for the day.

this might sound kind of personal.... but remind me not to eat a diet that consists mostly of hummus, cucumbers and black bean soup for a week straight. the effects of my this craving are not very pleasant. and quite painful in the intestine region...

spent most of the weekend in the house. friday i went to lunch with my dad, spent the rest of the day at home, napping, watching movies, relaxing, walked to the convenience store to buy chickpeas, i've been on a hummus making kick... saturday i worked... after work i wanted to go see Avatar.. the person i wanted to go with didn't want to go out in ( Read more... )

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i have no reason to leave my room other than work and seeing friends.. the reason why is i have the best assortment on ridiculous things to cuddle with: my purple cat hooded and pawed blanket, my bathrobe, the snuggie that my mother bought me for christmas (matches my dog's snuggie perfectly), and about 12 hello kitty stuffed animals.

how to avoid crying on christmas: don't get drunk and watch It's A Wonderful Life alone.

for some reason i want to look like i'm totally insane when i go to my nana's tonight ( Read more... )

right now... i'd like to describe myself as "hefty"
uhg.

can't wait till i'm a size 2 again.

after christmas i have a new plan for my money: it'll work perfectly as long as i'm still living here (i may move to allston, but in that case i will try to get a second job ( Read more... )

ahh i love wearing 2 thermals, knee high socks, sweatpants, jacket, and snow boots in the house. i feel toasty and feel good about saving money on gas... and i don't even have to bundle and unbundle to go smoke a cigarette. .. and sleeping this way! oh forget it, i don't even get that sad feeling about not having anyone to cuddle with, because i'm ( Read more... )