hey guys long time huh? well since i did a worthwile post at least. yea im so tired. i just feel drained .... school in like five days. unbeliveable. where did my summer go? i know i went on an awsome 5000 mile road trip and had a blast all of june, but what about the rest? what happened to all the parties and social scene i was gonna have? what ( Read more... )

wow this is another sad attempt at songwriting, in my i wish i could write good metal screamo songs style...so yea constructive critisim please, or well just try not to be too harsh ( Read more... )

omg u guys i just dyed my hair! its "brilliant bordeux" a sort of aurburn brown reddy puplish color. its so coo! and my mom was like yea watever, just do it. so that took some of the fun outta it but its so fun my dads gonna shit! uh oh dylans gonna shit too, but ya kno what i DONT care!!!! bwahahahahah! oh im like ectstatic im so seductive and ( Read more... )

wel li finaly got ahold of doylie, and there is instantly one word that comes to mind ( Read more... )

you kno whats despicable? when i fall into one of these moods. im totaly out of it i cant concentrate, im missing details, im semi- violent, im not hungery i can barely move im so tired, my head hurts, im kinda quiet and its just so i dunno blarg (blah or eh in some languages)and the most agravating part is that i cant pinpoint the cause which just ( Read more... )

hey wow this is pretty cool i kinda "talked" with dylan for the first time in ages, mabe our pathetic twisted little relationship still has hope of some kind...as follows is our "convo ( Read more... )

yea its true my wickidy awsome k.a. vacation is ended. im back in oh fuck county " a lil' bit o' heaven where the name says it all", which let me say is such an honor...(rolls eyes) anyway i did miss it a little and now im bac for a while i get to work in a flower shop yippie and im havin a bit of a struggle unpacking (i got like all my scholl ( Read more... )

wow guys im totaly zombified. i am so tired that its impossible to think. ive been on the road now for about two weeks and i am wasted(not as in drunk just as in one step away from bieng in a waking coma)ive been to detroit and mt caemel illinois and now im in tulsa oklahoma. i drove on the interstate from illinois to at least midway through ( Read more... )

so anyway this week has been good overall but its just been killing me in the small ways....its like the second to last 5 day stretch of school i must endure for 3 months, aka slow death. like how rachel can be soooo bitchy sometimes. breakup/get together/breakup drama. band practice. out of state company on the way.ahhhh band practice. oyi and ( Read more... )

wow im so bored with everything its like the neverending rerun of my dispicably pathetic existance. in slow mo. with out sound. in the dark. blaaaaaa.....anyway, cera broke up with arron, summers around the corner, i need some caffine, a manual on how: "to swiftly remove a person of the opposite sexes clothes ", and a lip ring. jessica/sierra/ ( Read more... )