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I've begun a new journal. I want to leave this darkness behind. I think I've been in the dumps for enough years of my life that i'm sick of feeling hurt/pain/ uncomfortableness. I want to build my life up and not destroy it. I've loved this journal for the past five + years but I think it's become an enabler. It's allowed me to dwell on the bad ( Read more... ) -
When you're ready I am here to take you everytime
I miss him...
I miss us..
I don't know if I'm breaking up with him because I feel it's the right thing..
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I am sick of hating myself. -
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I'm not okay!!!!!!
Please see through my lies. I need your help, I can't do this alone anymore. I just don't know how much I can take before I finally give up.
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I am forcing myself to feel the memories. The ones I've been trying so hard to avoid remembering. Music makes me feel the strongest feelings. I don't care if it hurts. I need to stop running away. -
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I'm at the crossroads in my life.
this time I'm going to explor my options
no more holding back and bitching out
it's experience that leads me through life.
I think I'm ready to take the leap.. -
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I"m a weak person. Your words mean more then you'll ever know.. and maybe you didn't mean it, maybe you didn't realize it but I listen to what you say. I'm a weak person.. you said it yourself there's no taking it back.. there's no reversing it. I've learned the true way of thinking. I'm a weak person. You didn't directly say it to me, and you ( Read more... ) -
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What is the point of death. To me it is only there to cause paiin. I get the whole evolutionary look because we'd overpopulate buuut why can't the earth just be soo much bigger. I miss my dad tremendously at this moment. This guy from my old school died and everytime I hear about death all the feelings from that day come back. I want to always ( Read more... )