i am your disappointment
i am your mistake
you take me for me
with no regrets
your creation of love
turned out all wrong
your image of perfection
is all but fucked
im sorry
ive hurt you
im sorry your drained
forget all the fails
turned round in shame

broken wishes
bloodstained sheets
painful endings
for you to see
ruined lives
bandaged together
falling apart
inside and out
pieces of tape
fail to secure
the life thats lost
til we find the cure

to know the scars youve created
you would need a map to find
the cuts were real
the pain has faded
the tissue is tender
the feel is real
the tears are dried
the time has come
to say goodbye
the life we led
was to tragic
its time to end

i turn to u
i see a face
i turn to u
i see hate
i turn to u
i see disgrace
i turn to u
i see my fate
my future
my life
in pain and torment
i see all that u hold
i wish i could run
i wish i could leave
i want to forget

i find that
i follow suit
i run in circles
to find what i seek
only to be disappointed
in the truth i find
what will make me happy
what will make me sleep

what would u do
if u knew what was true
if u knew the thoughts
floating in my head
whats behind this smile
fake smile i might add
smile sweetly
cry inside
hurt left in the absence
of everything
empty heart
heavy laughter
erased to ease all else

choose to lose
choose to live
choose to love
choose to hate
choose to run
and hide
forget your fears
forget your fate
rules to live by
fuck them all
push the pain
away
deep down
deep inside
cant hurt you know
cant let go
cant rememeber
when you left
so long ago
cant feel
anymore
to scared
to face yourself

battered
betrayed
hurt
nigelcted
forgotten
loved
crushed
fucked
fools
...

ask a question
know the truth
forget the fools
following the straight line
hurt before
powerful now
face the fears
sold before
fucked again
on hold for good
another faceless name
told true
never felt the same
cursed to stay
in the crowd
longed for another

hide your secret
hide your face
hide your everything
close the door
to all that care
forget all else
forget to fail
forget to strive
dont make a differance
for anyone to notice
dont tell the truth
lie to thier faces