i struggle to show what i feel inside i force a smile your way never truly happy always awfully scared i want to tell you i need you to know its never because of you
took my heart stamped it into the ground took my clothes threw them all around took my tears washed them away took my words, messed the meanings i was to say put my feelings for no good use now to say fuck her and blow it all away
the beauty of all else lies soley in you your hearts consent reflects all thats true without your knowledge i confess my true state my heart weighs heavy i turn my face it cannot be trusted with you my thougths turn to hate as i accept my fate
if the wounds are fresh will you see what i feel if the tears arnt dried will you feel my pain if you look deep down will you see who i am if i told you the truth would you cry out in fear if i was honest with myself would that help to understand
turn on the light who do you see i dont see me i see the image you need me to be im not myself i cannot be i want to be me i will struggle to break free i need you to know you sufficate me i hate who youve made me