i am going to be 21 on sunday.

funny how 3 days in a row all by myself can put me back together. i had some loose ends that needd to be tied up and now i think i am okay. i need to be strong because i am about to let some people go. and that is never an easy task. i don't want them around me. i don't need the hassle. i just want to read Weaveworld and listen to my neat little ( Read more... )

i have always wondered if people really did plan to "fade to black" and how that went for them. i have been thinking about this for quite some time now, leaving and never coming back. i read novels about people crossing the country and becoming new people. and i watch movies where people make new friends and never call the people that were ( Read more... )

i am going to outfest, portia wants girls to hit on me...hope i am cute enough. shit if i can't keep a black man what makes her think i can even pick up a woman? lol happy sunday

i saw a car on fire today ( Read more... )

i had such an overwhelming weekend. i am so glad it's over. portia baby and i had a great time yesterday at the water. she is one of my favorite people of all time. and then we watched city of god and went to a party. i had a great time hanging out with white bitches that i know i will hate sober. but, then vince came over and we had a good time. ( Read more... )

every man i have ever honestly truly wanted never wanted me back. i don't know why i thought this one would be different ( Read more... )

"you black muthafuckahhhhhhh!!!"

hey remember when i hated my life. well guess what...now i don't. i am so fuckin' good right now. come over to my house if you want. i want to play scrabble and drink a 40.

oh shit,

and PEIRCE LOUISE KEA, seeing you was the whipped cream and cherry on top of my summer. i simply loathe not being next to you. lol, nothing but love for ya