I'm starting to feel that maybe it is possible to love someone too much... and in finding this I don't know how to solve the problem. If I could love you less I would, because it hurts too much to be like this. I find that in every area of life I fail miserably. Some people I love too little and this hurts them, some people I love too much and this ( Read more... )

If I had a gun or some balls I wouldn't be this emo right now.

So i'm finding it kind of funny this morning that I believe that Christians today have taken God's work into their own hands. AS usual the we know better scenario comes about. All God wants to do is Love us... WITH ALL OF OUR IMPERFECTIONS... All He wants us to do is go out and preach the gospel... WITH ALL OF OUR IMPERFECTIONS. So how about we ( Read more... )

So right now I am amazingly happy. I can't say that I understand anything that is going on right now... but all I know is that I am amazingly happy. I cannot stress that enough ( Read more... )

How is it that all I try to do is good and somehow end up hurting people.
How is it the people I love the most, are the people I hurt the worst.
How is it that everyone thinks they have the answers to my problems but me?
How is it that any of you even think you know me?
You don't.
I don't.

-whoever i am

Tonight i'm going to watch movies with David and Case :D I love you guys!!!

the string is unraveling, i'm falling apart ( Read more... )

Devin and I are done... again. But this time I am sure it is for good. I am ready to be single and worry about myself and let my love life work itself out on it's own. I know I'll find the right person one day... I just need time to be myself. Clear my head.

Thanks for listening.

me

So I am 21 now, I have finally reached the last and final "good" birthday... from here on out it's only over the hill cards and those annoying little penguins and shit in my yard... even though I'm pretty sure that my friends are too poor to do something that incredibly stupid and annoying. As of late I honestly feel like I have multiple ( Read more... )

I am very very bored at the moment, which is what has probably led to me typing something on lj... I don't really have much to say. Life is content, but not content at the same time... whatever that means? I'm honestly just worrying suddenly when is it all going to "click," am I always going to feel this lost?? Every day goes by, another day, ( Read more... )