Mom explained to me once why she never tried to get close to me or to have a relationship with me... only once have we ever discussed it. Apparentally even as an infant I was the most private little creature you had ever met. While it was obvious that I was an overly passionate person by nature... for some odd reason by the time I was old enough to ( Read more... )

Maybe it was the oxygen deprivation I endured today. Or maybe it's just me. But for some reason today was one of those days where I can't stop all the little tracks of my mind from spinning a mile a minute. I hate it. I hate that there is always that whirling buzz of thought in the back of my head. I hate knowing that on two seperate occasions it ( Read more... )

I don't really feel up to a full update... so here's that blurb thing I do ( Read more... )

Got on real quick to do the friends of friends of friends thing. I didn't find any good quizzes or surveys that I don't already have... Istead I found out the world is even smaller than I thought. And that's saying a lot considering the whole Me n EVERYONE at Reid Ross thing, Including John, Danielle, Marcus, DJ, Paul, Loren, Hillery, Wesley(Ryan ( Read more... )

Found this on a friend of Johns. Now I see where he got that other cool thing. Looks like I've got a new friends of friends of friends path to follow if I ever get some time cuz all the ones I used to go through have been sucked dry of all their quizes and surveys. Yay for new stuff finally! Although this survey is gonna be so skewed it's not even ( Read more... )

Ok people, I found a weath of undeveloped film.... dating all the way ( Read more... )

Yay for the overdue positive conversation. Made me feel good. I am happy, and it's all his fault. :) TTYL GUYS! Off to fight the weather to get to work. People just have to have bears that talk you know! lol. Later.

Go ahead. Run away. Do your worst. Puse me away. That's what you always do. Go ahead. Read my mind. Stab at the dark. You always think you've got the right idea. Stop being a fucking know it all when you don't know shit. Don't know shit about how I think. You never want to listen to me. Don't know shit about what I do. It's been a long time since ( Read more... )

It's amazing what you find when you go onto a friends, friends, friends, friends, friends page. (That's how I found the Jack pics niff didn't give me and some of the ones I gave her. Also it's how I find most of my quizes and surveys ( Read more... )

I love those good ole slaps in the face. Ever since John and I got into that fight he refuses to say anything in response to my I Love You's, my I Miss You's, or hell- even to IM me when he's on or say any of that first himself. It's like a little slap in the face each time. (and trust me, his little slaps in the face in person may sting but these ( Read more... )