so last night was fun. went to see juno. awesome movie, but the company was good too. he is really nice and funny, but better yet we actuall;y watched the movie and talked the whole way there and back. sad im leaving but ill be back and hopefully he will still be here.

Date Friday night. cant wait. i wonder what movie??? will it be weird actually doing something besides sitting in starbucks for hours talking? we'll see. sadly i was very excited on my way home last night. the only problem with being happy is that it leaves more room to get disappointed. hopefully i won't. i leave in a week and a half. who knows

is it better to lie in a hospital bed not knowing or to die peacefully? we sit waiting. tough decisions and no real answer, no look into the future. if me and dad go now then what? if she dies while we are on the way then dad feels the same guilt as noel and the rest of my family is still in jersey. if we dont go and she dies next week or while we ( Read more... )

So my great grandmother (Granny) had pneumonia. she went to the hospital in waverly, tennessee on christmas. my aunt called today. granny is in the hospital in dickson. she had chf (fluid build up around heart) and suffered from a heat attack that they didnt kno abt...only realized bc took to hospital for trouble breathing again ( Read more... )

so i babysat until like 1 am. then i got pulled over on my way home ion buena. no ticket...slow down. stay up most of night with dad talking/ arguing even harry popped into convo...joy. we still dont see eye to eye abt him but i really am tired of having to stick up for him ( Read more... )

okay. so this boy named tim came into starbucks a couple nights when i was working. last night he asked me out in the cutest way and gave me his number so i could call him if i really wanted to. so i did today. everyone at work is on me to call him. but idk when we are goin out bc i offered mon night since im not workin late. and he decided we ( Read more... )

okay so i am quite resourceful...sometimes it is bad ( Read more... )

yes. the semester is over and last final is tomorrow. time to go home. room is packed and friends are slowly leaving as well. sadly though, i am not really home. i am goin back to a house. it has been wounded and must be rebuilt into a home. somehow over the last year or so, it has been less of a safe haven, less of a place i run to when i need ( Read more... )

Hopefully now everything is better now ( Read more... )

Ya about that. i went to the game...i sat with christine and ricky g and a bunch of ppl...then i went and sat with sami and mercy. harry was in the same section. he then came and sat in front of me with tia and a girl named lauren. flirting but whatever, i felt bad bc luis was hitting him and kicking him on "accident"...it was not very nice....but ( Read more... )