this has got to stop. NOW!!! i cant sleep. she satys up on her computer all night...whats worse is she leaves the light on for it. if she comes in late then she turns the light on. last night she had her friend in here wiht the tv on, light on, and both on their computers. i tried to go to sleep around 1 bc my wed are rediculous and they were still ( Read more... )

ok...here goes my psych major ( Read more... )

if everything happens for a reason, then why do we live?? Our life is planned out for us...what we do today effects tomorrow, but tomorrow is already planned. Everything is meant to happen so that somewhere along the line we can do something that we are meant to do. so why so we live? we wake up every day and work. we lose people we love and ( Read more... )

I am slight intoxicated right now...ok maybe a little more. but i kinda needed this...tis the first time in like a year that i have actually drank and i think i deserved a night to relax ( Read more... )

Interview tomorrow...in Jenkintown...for holidays and afterwards...would I be willing to drive here a lot? could i stay with sis? im going to scotland...can i start over next fall?? i will find out tomorrow...see how this goes...

i know...im a recovering workaholic...well there goes that...

I was at his house wed night. talking to parents,. he came home. said hi and that was it...didnt even look at me. i kno he likes janelle adn wants to be with her. it doesnt bother me. but i cant stop feeling this way abt him...like i still love him...it needs to stop. it will only lead to me being hurt more. all everyone says is how we will get ( Read more... )

If tears could build a stairway ( Read more... )

Just lie down in bed ( Read more... )

this needs to stop. i need to change. i cannot live like this.

I miss him so much. somehow i have talked to everyone of his immediate family but not him ( Read more... )