everyone has their problems but also their own way of managing it. i hate crying, i hate talking. my problems r mine. not for everyone else to have to handle and manage and make me feel better. damn it others hav it worse then me. im fine. im ok. when i dont worry abt myself i feel better, i dont care abt myself. i like helping others. i like ( Read more... )

what makes rape ok ( Read more... )

Here i lay a pink rose for the only person who always had my heart and who forever will be remembered.
Everyone has their thorns, but there is always something beutiful which they protect.
White is the color of purity and innocence, but everyone has their faults and their own scarlet letter.

the thing is...what do i think ( Read more... )

it is amazing when u hear what ppl really think. i thought it was just one persons opinion but now i see that they all feel that way, but who do i trust? there is no way to be sure and i kno how memories can be twisted which is y i made my original decision, but now? can they all change the same? the only person who knows what really happened and ( Read more... )

he really doesnt like that i date harry. heaven forbid i come home a minute late bc he doesnt kno where i am or if im safe. he says he has been patient with me and understands how i feel. bull shit. he hasnt been understanding at all. he pretty much told me that im stupid for plannin to stay with harry when i go away to college and even now. he ( Read more... )

he called her my little twin, said she looks just like me. please make this stop. he didnt get it. shes not my twin, shes not my little sister. i dont even kno if shes my friend. STOP! she cant replace her. she isnt her. this never would be happeneing if she was her. they r 2 dif ppl. im a dif person. i have one twin. one freshman. damnit. just ( Read more... )

i miss her so much. she reminds me of someone who i also miss, but its different. she is reachable and yet not. its torture to kno that she is standing right beside me yet i cant comfort her. she wont talk to me. i was over the house last night and she ignored me completely. i just wish she would at least yell at me. she said somethign to jess ( Read more... )

tonight we leave for lancaster with the youth group. not tech mine but it is harry and minnies church. we will be there until monday....yeah....hmmm religion...the church is actually ok. it surprised me. i went xmas eve w/ the family and really liked it. maybe it is just time to go back. to be who i was when i was younger. i havent always been so ( Read more... )

people need to learn that not everything is about them or is any of their business. other peoples' relationships are none of any one elses business an dshould not affect any one else else to the point where it makes them "miserable". Friends have the right to criticize and give opinions, but others do not. who gives any one the right to voice an ( Read more... )