I am really kind of disgusted that I only write here during the times in my life when my loneliness is so visceral I can't stand it. I am having trouble breathing and I can't focus. I've gotten two extensions on one of my papers but it needs to be due by the end of this week. I have three other papers due this week. I couldn't even do my reading ( Read more... )

Humans DO NOT only use 10% of the brain! Sure, different tasks only use certain parts of the brain at a time, some of which could be 10%. This does not mean that humans lack the ability to use the brain to its full extent. Here, think of it like muscles: there are many different and specific muscle groups, all of which we use, just not all at once ( Read more... )

Im going to end up the crazy cat lady. Long, grey hair...perhaps in a braid, wearing moth-eaten paisley dresses as I water my herb garden. Dozens of cats everywhere and all their empty food cans, rogue fur, piss and shit scattered on my old, dirty, useless belongings. No significant other, or friends for that matter, at this point my parents are ( Read more... )

How the hell do I keep ending up here? What is it about me, please someone tell me to end my misery, that makes me so inconsesquential? Blown off once again, without a bat of an eyelash. I WANT TO FUCKING SCREAM! Its just not right. You make plans with someone, you fucking keep them, or you call and let the person know with a LAGITAMATE reason! I ( Read more... )

I did it! Well, mostly. I finished anyway. I'm done with all my classes, papers, exams, everything! FINALLLY!!! AHHHH! Oh my god, this shit is intense. I can't believe I have to do this like 10 more times, and thats only undergrad. Well, I mean I love my classes and learning and all that jazz. Im sure it will get easier, plus right now its just ( Read more... )

Perpetually Restless ( Read more... )

Its halloween and Im sitting home alone crying because people are shitty. This is probably going be the same ole tune for most of you, so if youre tired of my whining, then dont read this... I had planned for weeks to do something with Kelli and havent heard boo from her. She's being horrible, we had that fight on saturday about her driving, and ( Read more... )

Its 3:40am, I just finished screwing in the bracets and hanging my own curtains, myself. I started at 2am. Yes, indeed it took me over an hour and a half. The first time I did it they were too far appart and the rod didnt reach. I almost had a meltdown. But when I took them out and got the one side on pretty quickly I felt better. The other side ( Read more... )

I hate that I dont write as much as I used to. Its considerably better than last year, obviously but it still gets to me. I told myself last semester (and most of this one) that it was because I was too busy with school and already write a lot. This isnt exactly true; Ive found myself spending way too much time watching tv. I really do enjoy it in ( Read more... )

I just saw Black Dahalia. Please give me back my 7 bucks and the two hours and one minute you stole from my life with your horrid excuse for a Mystery crime drama triller.

Your unruly paitron,

Shannon

P.S- Don't quit your day job...Oh, wait...