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It's all
exploding

now.

None of this is yours
it never was
we never were
and the past
is
alive
tonight

and there is nothing
no one
nowhere
and there is nothing

we can do about it.

I wake up. Underwater again, it seems. I gasp for air, and I struggle to clear my vision. Shapes are fuzzy. Where am I? This seems unfamiliar, hostile ( Read more... )

All I've been doing is reading, writing, writing letters, playing guitar, crying, thinking, texting, working, and anticipating ( Read more... )

It is about 4pm on a Sunday. I am anxiously awaiting some friends to return from Tucson so that I may partake in some mind altering drugs. Specifically the kind that cause ecstatic, rolling on the carpet, massage train state of mind. I wanted to start the journey earlier, but their return is taking longer than expected. I want to go to the park and ( Read more... )

I think I may have discovered what is "wrong" with me. By wrong, I mean, something that can be fixed internally that may have a great, great impact on my life. Otherwise ( Read more... )

Collin reminded me that I have one of these. . .

Hi Collin, Hi Virginia.

Maybe I post more? For now:


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( time to vent. )

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( I can't sleep )