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(sigh) drama drama drama, there is nothing i hate more then fuckign drama. but oh well. ah well life has been good minus the drama, fuckign highschoolers with the obvious exceptions, Paul, J, even Chad's good at avoiding drama. but for the most part drama is bread in the highschool and im so happy to be out, no more drama. YAY. so i finaly got my ( Read more... )

i found myself wondering why do i feel these things and why do i do these things. i couldnt come up with a good answer for either. i know now that i must stop before i get to far out of hand. forgive me but for now i cant love you Kaity i need to figure a few things out before i fall for anyone again, and i know that my last entries were all ( Read more... )

It seems odd for me to be in such a mood. as you guys know i hardly ever get depressed anymore, and yet this night i am haunted by the thoughts damnation. i feel that lonelyness i havent felt for a half year. it seems such a foriegn thing now. and yes i know why i feel this way and i know that i shouldnt but i do. its like it always has been ( Read more... )

well you see everyone i truly dont have a second personality, but it is a part of me that is acting like one. it is something that i can shut off but at the same time it can take over. i scare myself now but the scariest thing is the lack of fear i have for my lack of control when im in that way. im entering out of that side of me im trying to ( Read more... )

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i feel it deep inside of me, my boiling hatred rising to the surface, what have i become. today on thwe bus there was no kaity and i couldnt stand that feeling of lonelyness, it brought up a hatred for all things, being alone seems such a distant thing, something from my past, but its here now. i think what got me the most is how tony tries so ( Read more... )

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well im finaly going back to school after my first ever suspention. and well you see the thing of it is i am different and yet the same. i am myself and someone else for now i will lock a part of me away, tame it so that i can live in peice for a time. but the truth of it is is that that part of me is strong and i cannot lock it away for ever. ( Read more... )

bah another day of slave labor. oh well im over it
someone call me!
anyway im outy
later
Brandon