it seems my dear Kaity that i have over looked the fact that my mind plays tricks on me. quite literaly when i was done talking to you i was back to normal... or so i though. you see my mind has a way of hiding things from my concious mind giving an illusion even i cannot look through. i am not normal, not alright. i am on the verge of tears ( Read more... )

im very much lost for words this night. perhaps i am just too tired and have to sleep before i understand anything again. me and kaity had a great conversation tonight, if you would like to see it and if i deem you worthy then i will unvail it to you. it was all about emotion, the seamingly non-existent boundries between love and hate, the bitter ( Read more... )

it seem as though i may be only able to quash the most evil side of me for breif excursions. i found myself deep in though of how to kill and ruin the lives of others. i also found myself thinking of all the ways pain and pleasure blend into one glorious feeling. death and life its all one thing really, where one ends the other begins. this is ( Read more... )

i always did love those foxxies and NOW THEY ARE MINE!

i have a hypothetical question for you all. if a child is born and is not given any hugs throughout his young life and then goes off and leaves the house he grew up in into the outside world, would that person get the same kind of gratification that the rest of us do ( Read more... )

driving is fun. people are fun. unken friends on the other hand are something different. well at least a certain two. but hell its all good. i mean ive got my licence and a car that i can finaly use. im all set. now i need a job.

drinking, drugs whats the point. yeah sure theyre fun but i mean you can get so much better a high without them. ah well, im just cranky. two days of drinking will do that to me. no im not hung over im just cranky very cranky, i would like to have someone cheer me up but i guess i could do that myself. oh well shit happens right. rambling does ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD! this is the most accuate quiz ive ever taken, holy shit!


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