it seems so useless for me to return to this place time and time again. reading only small tid bits of entries and only from certain people. and now i find a great disgust for one of the people i would read about on a religious level... my appauogies to all but i shall not be returning here for a while. farewell, may you talk to me on the ( Read more... )

time has no meaning to me anymore, it seems to fly by without a thought, but at that eexact moment in time where it is speeding so fast it runs so slow. like as if i were stuck between two speeds. like the transmition is stuck in first and third at the same time. perhaps i have fumbled my way through so many doors that i have lost myself in my ( Read more... )

why is it that i only feel this way in the we hours of the morning. why is it that i feel this bitter-sweet love-hate wseless feeling. its so stupid. i mean its not like i dont try to sleep. try to get up early, it just doesnt fucking work. and i hate it, i cant stand this stupid fucking feeling, i cant stand to live like this. its like im ( Read more... )

i see you there in the fading light, the moon shine in your eyes dazzling, stunning. beauty beyond beauty, and you there standing head held high, chin up, never let them see what you hold inside. the ultimate question, a sigle word with a thousand meanings, a word that life revolves around. "Why?" i say, my voice is hushed not wishing to disturb ( Read more... )

for some reason lately ive had the erge to steal a child away from its parents and raise the child as my own. to fill it with love and compasion, but the seed that i wish to be planted is already done for the fact that i took them from thier parents. that slight bit of disturbed behavior that i crave. no people im not raising them for sexual ( Read more... )

well tonight was soooooooo fun. i mean first with shaunas party then with random gropings at the party. then i got to make out in the back seat of my car. dood tonite was awesome. my penis was also officially named today by a freind who let me name her pussy. i got the name Princess Sofia, and of course in retaliation i named hers Sloppy Jane ( Read more... )

My personality is rated 37.What is yours?quiz by midgetfarm.com

01. Who are you, what's our relationship ( Read more... )

i am such an odd creature. i do not know why i am this way, staying up till i can no longer walk straight. perhaps in some sick and twizted way im punishing myself for things i can do nothing about. either way i hate this putrid existence sometime. but alas i am tired, rambling on and on with my sweet ramblings oblivious to the true cause of my ( Read more... )

ummm..L-Deco here. just wanna say hi. there. i go now.
L-Deco