one day....one day.

i have to be optimistic.

I've learned something...or maybe I already knew it, but re-realized it recently.

Nothing works out the way you think it will. You don't know anything about anything. Even if you think you understand...you don't. Don't assume anything, because it'll bite you in the ass.

I don't know what the hell I'm doing, and I'm scared shitless because of

wow...i think i kind of forgot about this thing while i was here. oh well, i guess its true what most people say, you only use this thing when you need to shpeal to someone, even though (sadly) its not really talking to anyone at all. maybe writing it down helps...i don't know. well, today has been a shit day thusfar. my mom told me she'd call ( Read more... )

wow, its been a while here. i think this one is kinda reserved for more metaphysical things...well, the blog isn't for that anyway. it really is amazing what a situation like this will do to you. i've only been here for less then 3 weeks and i can already tell that i've changed. you wouldn't really think that being in a more diverse place would ( Read more... )

tomorrow's the big day!!!!

thats all

pheww...a week from today, i'll be waiting for my plane to sydney in LA. i went shopping with my mom today and realized how many things here i take for granted. i know i'll miss a lot of the huge things, but i got to thinking about other things. not important things, little things. like all the american flags. i mean, i'm not that patriotic, but ( Read more... )

so...two weeks from now, i will be in beautiful tropical cairns australia! yep. wow...its really hitting home that i'm going. i said goodbye to my family this weekend. i kinda realized that it might be the last time i see my grandma, she's not doing the greatest. as usual, i'm tying not to think about that, even though i'll probably regret it ( Read more... )

so i know where i'm living in tazzie!!!!! if ya want to send me a letter, i'll be at

Room 5
13 David Avenue
Sandy Bay, Tasmania, Australia 7005

yay!!! sooooo excited!!!:)

here's my semester schedule at UTas ( Read more... )

i feel as though the only point to these entries is either boredom or severe disappointment in something or someone...but never fear all! its not the latter. yep...bored. although, i did get my predeparture package from australearn today, which was highly exciting. 9 people in all are going to tasmania through them. the select few!! haha. we' ( Read more... )