this week i will not be psycho. i will do my best at basketball practice, & since we don't have any games i will go to work every day & make some money to save up for Christmas gifts. and if my teacher/assistant football coach will unlock the gym for me like he suggested, i will get some extra practice in after work. i will NOT be psycho this week.

coach & i are cool now. i did all right in the game tonight; wish i'd made my shots though ( Read more... )

i have been so emotional all week. i went off on my basketball coach during the game yesterday b/c she didn't put me in until the 4th quarter & then took me right back out. when she put me back in i got to shoot free throws and i scored a layup, but she probably wouldn't have put me back in if i hadn't practically yelled at her. that's so ( Read more... )

1) i totalled my car - a month ago today, actually - flipped it but it wasn't my fault...i was told it was a miracle i wasn't hurt. goodbye honda, hello pawpaw's car w/ handicap tag ( Read more... )

i give up on not using names in here- too complicated. so mark is the football player @ my school, alex is the set-up rocker dude, & i went to prom w/ a guy named greg last year that comes into this entry ( Read more... )

so obviously ivan didn't get us. i slept through it all & dreamed i had a baby named- ivan ( Read more... )

my mom made chicken spaghetti! i love food ( Read more... )

i'm not too scared of hurricane ivan. (my feelings have been totally opposite of what they should be lately, though.) school is cancelled thursday. mostly, i think, b/c the evacuation of the more southern places will pretty much keep everyone from being able to get on the roads to get to school ( Read more... )

everything is so wrong! i just don't seem to get it! i should be happy- all these crappy things are happening & i just go on & it doesn't really affect me all that much. well, it does, but i feel like i'm just pushing sand over it, & eventually the waves will uncover it again & i'll fully realize what's happened. i'm not making sense. everything is ( Read more... )

at least i'm not the only unhappy one now. everyone got in trouble: my sister's b/f & his cousin & his date for not calling their parents & stuff- her mom came & got her, acting all snippy, & my sister's b/f's mom called all mad. my mom- not to be outdone- starts going off at me b/c i left school the other day & went to my friend's house when we ( Read more... )