Sitting in church yesterday morning

[recklessmind36]

Why? That is the question continually haunting my thoughts. I find myself asking "why?" all the time, in various situations. Why are things the way they are? Why can't they be different; why not the way I want, or the way I think they should be? The answer to every question seems to be simply "Because." Why doesn't she see me? How can something be

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[casualsimplcity]

was this the long entry you promised to show me? ...you write well, i haven't complimented you nearly as much as you deserve. Now tell me who this crazy girl is so i can beat her up!

The "Crazy Girl"

[recklessmind36]

Well when I started writing I was thinking of one girl, but by the end I startled myself by realizing I was now writing about someone completely different. Maybe it's a sign? But if so, how should I take it? Does it mean I can't make up my own mind? Or, that my mind cannot help but return to this girl? Here I go again...

Re: The "Crazy Girl"

[casualsimplcity]

Well gee Pat, that ALMOST helps in uncovering their identity. I'm a bad guesser:-p plus you've told me about a LOT of girls, and they all kinda seemed to be a lot alike... in any case, maybe who she is isnt all that important. if you keep thinking about her, but u never have before, maybe something happened that made you think of her differently. figure out what that was, and then try to see if its significant enough to be taken seriously, of if its just one of those quick flings...like for example, if you see a girl naked, of course you'll end up thinking about her a lot, but its nothing serious. weird example, i know, but it applies:-p let me know what happens! (sry this ended up being so long)