I am sad. Pit in my stomach, blank stare, freezing cold kind of sad. And not a clue what to do about it. The ceilings are too high in all the Starbucks around here...makes me feel like I'm on display instead of wrapped in the folds of a comfort zone. I want out. OUT OUT OUT. Today was alright and tonight is just not. I despise everything within my ( Read more... )

I spent the day in bed, like I was sick;  didn't move, didn't toss and turn, there was no music or books. A dead sleep. Sometimes lately, I feel dead.
That sounded morbid...and I didn't mean it that way, but it's true in some sorts. My body has been so drained. My legs don't want to move and my eyes shut unwillingly. My brain starts thinking ( Read more... )

Okay so, people have really been bothering me today. Alright...not just today, but lately. In general. I think I go through phases with this. Don’t get me wrong, I like meeting new people and I like talking to people and having friends, but sometimes observing the things that people do and say, mainly excluding actual friends, just really ( Read more... )

 Wow. Surprises always seem to knock the wind out of me. And I'm not sure if this is a good or bad surprise, or if it's either one at all. So I'm looking at Jojo's myspace today and it was changed from the last time I looked and in his information it talks about how much he loves his girlfriend blah blah blah, and then I saw the words "soon to be ( Read more... )

It's so impossible for me to think about anything lately without getting sad; it feels like every day, something else gets harder. Something else stands in my way of an easy path and there is no stopping it. I'm just sad. I tried to make so many plans and they all fell through. Out of my control. I hate that it's all out of my control. It makes me ( Read more... )

 So, it's the last day of 2007. I can't even tell you how ecstatic I am that this year is almost over. It's been a wild ride. Not all bad, I guess, but definitely wild and I am totally ready for some changes.

Be safe tonight, everyone and have a fabulous time...I know I will!

Celebrate yourself

 I'm at a weird place in my life right now. I'm on the brink of changing everything...I'm moving off campus officially soon, working my ass off, changing my major and basically just concentrating on myself entirely. It's been so long since I've really had anyone to worry about except for me and I think I'm finally used to it. I spent so much time ( Read more... )

Congratulations on your graduation, Pis!

You're fucking awesome <3

I just had a really great night, and I think that the Press Box is my new favorite place. Yep, definitely.
Had a great night last night too. Halloween is so much fun and it makes me forget my problems. Which is good for right now. I need some fun in my life!

I miss my friends from home.

Halloween is going to be fun ;p

http://www.partycity.com/cgi-bin/parties/costumes.cgi?name=Army%20Girl&parties=Halloween&productstype=Flirty&products=106630&zoom=1& ( Read more... )