grants pass for the whole week...ugh.

not much new, things are going ok

i try to stay up beat but honestly it gets very hard, meh.

i'm definatly join the army i've desided once and for all, its what i wanna do and what i feel i need to do.i know i wont change my mind this time.

cya ina week

i kinda had an idea while i was driving home just a lil bit ago, bad things just seem to keep happening to me, as much as i try and stave them off they just keep coming. but maybe its just that i ONLY focus on the bad things? here and there good things do happen, i think i should just make a huge effort to focus on them alot more than the bad, and ( Read more... )

well the week started off ok, had a full day monday and got off at 2 on tues, 8 hours but alot better than 12 :). all since last sunday i've been compiling my "club" look.couple new jeans here a couple new shirts there and a nice pair of shoes and i think i am now worth of even darcy and freinds atire.we shall see i guess ( Read more... )

iu know how little my friends think of me now. when it came up to who to drive teh underage home instead of going to the club my name was the 1st to come up...no one else, me.i had been on the edge about chosing college or the army, but when i see darcy's gf,darcy,a guy i dont know, and jared all agree on me driving people home before i even have a ( Read more... )

i just read that muslim groups are mad because some mosuq(sp) dome was destroyed because of the iraq war.aparently it was a nice place and "holy".fucking idiots lets weigh in here ( Read more... )

oh what to write? its been awhile ( Read more... )

for the rotary drilling we do we use a subastance called "mud". its pretty much a quick drying liquid component that gives the walls of the hole support so it doesnt cave in everytime we pull the bit out. Normaly i would jus consider it a rubbery smell...but after literaly being covered in it and being sprayed with it, it now makes me sick to even ( Read more... )

I jus found out mr batty died...it sucks. as much as we used to make fun of him somtimes he was a dam fine man and american ( Read more... )

so i started my new job full time as of 630 am on monday, and it has been kicking my ass eversince.its pretty much a drillers assit...ie the bitch. heavy lifting and constant motions over and over...and long hours.pretty much i'll be on OT early thurs. the money is nice, 11 an hr and the ot will rock. so for that i will bypass my constant aching ( Read more... )

well i cant remember if i jus blocked it oiut or i found out but i jus realized for sure lisa is married now,from going through old convos and texts.she will always be "that" girl. the girl that was the 1st real one to awaken me to the shit hole that is a relationship.she said she loved me then cheated on me, i know i'm not that intellegent but i ( Read more... )