while listening to some shock jock show this morning on the am channels, i had what is possably one of the worse realizations of my life.

to put it frankly....CHICKS WILL FUCK DOGS,HORSES, AND AN ASSORTMENT OF OTHER FARM ANIMALS...AND I HAVNT HAD ANY IN OVER A YEAR.

as funny as it sounds, this depresses me to no end

so i've had a revelation...i cant let it get to me, its hard but i cant. i obsess about the wrong things and it screws me. now when i thnk about her and how i fucked it up i'll focus on somthing else. if i could jus obsess about stuff like working out and work i think it would do me alot better than putting that attention twords someone and ( Read more... )

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i've been here before...jinx

i remember i started running just for somthing to do, and andrew was getting ready for the army so i figured i should run with him and give him support. i only run maybe twice a week now, mile and a half tops, and the fastest maybe 13min. a far cry from what i used to run. at my peak before i left for chicago and lisa i ran the mill pond in 5:45:32 ( Read more... )

due to a recent friend who posted i've desided to change my journal to friends only. here on out. just from reading my lj's he understands me better than all but a few of you. i know i'm a very closed person in public, and in person i jus make jokes, but u can pretty much asume that my lj side is how i'm feeling. as melodramatic as it may sound my ( Read more... )

Todays disgruntled Adam is brought to you by : Every shitty thing that keeps happening in an endless spiral of crap. And by the letter F

decent night, thanks josh more later

its the holidays, shit is the same. my only hope for a change lies in beer.

well i've moved, and finaly got the net at my new place. as of right now i'm kinda drunk and becoming more and more sober.i have to admit this week wasnt what i hoped it would be. my grandpa died on monday afternoon. i didnt do shit on my bday exept sleep in. today is the 1st day i've drank in months.life apears to be leveling out. and of course my ( Read more... )