my beloved pet rat bettie passed away today. thought i would let you all know.

Minneapolis couple ( Read more... )

jambo ( Read more... )

so i was just watching Roseanne on tvland...
and the credits flash up and i thought my mind was playing tricks on me... but no joss whedon did write for the show!
yeah yeah i know you knew this crista but i didnt! im amused

i hate being sick!

this is THE most awful feeling!

i have the most wicked strain of strep throat.

dear god even the doctor felt bad for me when he saw it.

someone come out here and keep me company? i cant leave my house!!!

no more
vegas nights
sex with friends
fake friendships
cheating
bar nights
karaoke people
no mas
i dont think i can take it
im tired
i want so much and cant have any of it
they always leave
they get tired of me
fuck it all
blah

sometimes i do want it. yeah im feeling a bit lonely. its ok. its only because most of my friends are in relationships, engaged or having children. maybe i just have really high expectations. is it too much to ask to have someone sucessful, with goals, caring, intelligent, willing to give my world a chance, nice, can get along with my friends, who ( Read more... )

if i wasnt going to be gone in africa on july 7, 8, and 9....i would so be on vancouver island. Brandi Carlilewill be at the vancouver island music festival...i wanna be there. but i wanna be in africa more....africa it is....if anyone wants to go....and ends up going....tell me all about it....course there is only one of you that might actually be ( Read more... )

prague and london and liverpool were amazing. i loved it all i think ill post about it all later. when i get all my journal entries organized. i wrote a bit while i was there. i visited so many incredible places. i love my life ( Read more... )

ok so i leave for europe tomorrow evening but i have lots of plans tonight and di work all day tomorrow then i drive to the airport and fly away ( Read more... )