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it's strange [for (me)] to think that...
...things internal to oneself can still be out of one's control, to any extent. i really need to stop laying in bed, but i'm starting to think i really do have this damn SAD, this boo-hoo-there-is-no-SHUNshine-this-far-north disorder. but i still feel like that is more of an excuse than an actual reason to lay around in bed ( Read more... ) -
hartbeets beecuz it feals soh reel
actually not going to write any MORE THAN THAT MISS GIRL!!!! -
burn on my finger and bite on my arm and scar on my me
wow (bao?). random introspection and reflection tonight, bien alors peut-être pas par hasard. ya3ni it wasn't intentional. talk about internet changing life style. unfortunately it can be enabling of bad habits, like brooding. but ne that's pas what is going on ici en ce moment. dès mes experiences en Virginie jusqu'à AUJOURD'HUI... really hasn't ( Read more... ) -
do you like my style? my sexy sexy sexy.
not feeling like socializing or partying or whatnot! in the good way i think, i really can't let these deadlines creep up on me and then realize i don't have enough time to work at my typically slow pace on this thesis. so staying in mostly for now works out just as well, plus i avoid LE FROID ( Read more... ) -
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Nothing has happened to change my opinion that being pro-active and keeping communication open is ultimately the only way, in fact that has been confirmed. I really do believe in respecting people's opinions, and I completely try to empathize with their feelings and to see things from their perspective. And I know that people don't always have to ( Read more... ) -
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and now these jabal are coming from a different asal.
one friend almost got mugged today. another got thrown out of his house by his shitty parents. another friend's very happily in a new relationship. another is learning and growing (like me). it's a needed reminder of what is important and what is completely pointless. no time for these jabal! -
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talk about mountains out of molehills
but i still learned, or mumkin in this case was reminded, of the need to be clear and frank in communication, but above all of that dormir on things. and that means actually sleeping. restless nights are jamais ce qu'il faut. -
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I hope none of you who read this think that you can understand much of it. There's only one person whose known me well enough the last several years of my life to know what I'm talking about here. Okay, actually I'm pretty sure only one person is reading this actively lol, and I'm not trying to single that person out m ( Read more... ) -
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respire, souffle, respire, souffle. répète.
تنسّم وتنفّس وتنسّم وتنفّس. تكرّر
