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i feel another of my torturously learned life lessons coming on. i wouldn't take any of them back, so long as i actually learn from them. history repeats itself ppl never change you cant teach an old dog new tricks glutton for punishment ASIDE, i think even a partial lesson learned is worth it ( Read more... )

shyyeaaahhhh being at "home" was only an excuse not to write in this thing. i always have tons to say and interesting thing that i am ruminating, but once i've finished these contemplations they're just that-- finished--- and i don't want to write about them at that point or often even think about them again, whatsoever. maybe that i should sit ( Read more... )

seabrook just left after a long visit. it was confirmation of the greatness of this city, of the coolness of my friends here, and I think of the appropriateness of city life for such as we, en général. much rejoicing and merry-making was had, of course ( Read more... )

i'm not one to document my life. i'm too busy living it to write about it? m? i dono m. m?
but i think it's mostly an enrichening thing to why did it just underline enrichening as if that isn't a word. oh wow. it's enriching. why did i just do that? weird. i hate makening mistakes like that.

okay this entry is done.

just had a decently long chat with Octavie online! hooray! it was strange-ish tho, just in that it made me remember my 3rd year, and how different things were then, where i was, how much i've learned and oh wow look i'm even boring my self ( Read more... )

I have to write a paper for a class I already didn't enjoy, under obnoxiously stringent requirements, due the day after I'm taking a test that is the first step in what potentially will become my life's career? really now. imagine how that paper is coming along. yes i studied more for the FSOT, no it wasn't enough, meaning yeah maybe I learned ( Read more... )

FUNunun day but didn't have the time, oops, should have been studying/paper writing slash actually just preparing for state dept. exam because that is my destiny we're talking about here, folks! and also spent more money on drinks and food, hello credit cards. oy those are going to end up not paid off again until march. not good. and yet i don't ( Read more... )

yeah so daily entries lasted what, 3 days? but naw naw to be fair things have been very crazy busy, one of those i-have-some-type-of-deadline-every-day-or-two things ( Read more... )

back to the ground for a quick minute. i realized today that the times at UVa when I was truly very busy have desensitized me. if i sit back now and look at all of the things i'm doing i know it should seem like a lot, or at least in the sense that it's as much or more as most people who complain about being busy, but i just feel very "eh whatevs ( Read more... )