way to make me feel like an asshole.'

i fall a little more , every second i spend with you.

please dont take this away.

mitch is here.
its rockin', were going to ska fest. only we're going late because we have to have a family dinner.
beecauuusee my dad is old.

date was grood:]
details later.
although, there arent really any.

i need to stop over analyzing everything. 
he cares. he wants this. 
or atleast thats what he told me.

why am i second guessing it, why am i wondering every minute we're together whether or not he's thinking about me. or about her.
why am i so insecure. why dont i believe that someone could acually want to be with me.
he gives me butterflies. he treats ( Read more... )

ATTENTION ANYONE WHO CARESSSSS....
UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE. UPDATE.

NEW YEARS EVE: woke up at jess's. went home. got ready. went back to jess's. got drunk, got sick. stuff with sean *blush face*
NEW YEARS DAY: woke up at jess's. made perogies. watched shallow hal. went to family dinner. russel ( Read more... )

seven minutes in heaven
was the stupidest game everrrrr.

if you want do dry hump. why do you have to do it in a closet with a time limit?
...this coming from the fat girl who never got any.

this is the most fucked up relationship ive ever been in.
and i am absolutly smitten.

christmas was gay.
well it was good for family downtime. but other than that its bullshit and people are selfish.

dflajgjakgjdjgakajd. im on a serious caffeine high right now. from STRAIGHT ICECAP MIX annnnddd coffee and tea and mboptiwutakdaj.
yep.
oh wow.
mboptiwutakdaj
this calls for some serious hanson listening.

new years will also be gay.
later kids ( Read more... )

lets get nnnaakkkeeddd.

all the nights we stayed up talking, and listening to eighties song.
and quoting lines from all those movies that we love.
it still brings a smile to my face.
i guess when it comes down to it..
being grown up isnt half as fun as growing up.
these are the best days of our lives.
the only thing that matters is just following your heart
 and eventually you' ( Read more... )