i really dont understand why i was given the cold shoulder ( Read more... )

man. 
sooo went to the bar last night with hailey and danielle.
twas pretty sweet. 
no one said anything about danielle being obviously under-aged.
i think its because she wasnt drinking.

im so NOT stoked for christmas.
ERGGG

 christmas is making me sick.
i fucking hate christmas.
call me a scrooge, call me whatever the fuck you want.
i'm sick of holiday's that are so superficial.

fuck it.

ps ryleigh has crabs

grow up.

yesterday : jay&&i ( and assorted other characters)
went to mandarin
saw a mooooovie.
went x-mas shopping.

today we are:
road trippin
going to lindsay
cottage
lunch with colby

then i work at 3 :).

note to self:
the following are examples on how NOT to flirt.
"sometimes when you come in, i imagine you naked"
any type of snorting, or other nasal sound

when unexpected flirting happens use the following safety method:

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im in a tisy lately. 
contemplating what to do.
im making so many new friends, new connections through work.
but i dont want to lose the friends i already have.
and it seems like everytime i make a new friend, my old friends drift farther and farther away.
i havent talked to mitch for a month.
i havent seen lindsay alone for more than 15 minutes since ( Read more... )

i dont understand how i can possibly feel so shitty.
ive done nothing but read and sleep all day.
i hate being sick.
i hate assholes who get mad at you for being sick.

i'm not in the mood for bullshit.

im sick of your shit.
im sick of your shithead employee's thinking they play god around here.
you're lazy piece of sihit driver decided to drive right past me at 6:30 this morning, even while i was waving my arms and standing under a street light full visible.
if i get in trouble, written up, or even worse fired from my job for this.
i'm going to do ( Read more... )

i dont know what to call it.
a phase, maybe.
i feel like im fading out like bad cable.
i feel like everything and everyone around me
is about to collapse.
and im going to suffocate.
i feel replaced.

and i've come to realize 
i dont think you ever fucking cared about me.