i just wanted to let you know that
you're ruining the best thing that ever happened to me.

i feel like im fading out.
out of your life.
like bad cable.

replaced.

what do you do if you're choking and no one is around to save you?
this morning i piece of toast was lodged in my throat. i dont mean i sort of had a little piece of something in the wrong pipe. i couldnt breathe and there was no one to help me. i finally threw myself as hard as i could on the floor which somehow moved the food from my air pipe.

i ( Read more... )

and you wonder why i never come home.

i feel like shit.
physically, mentally, emotionally.
i really need to stop taking things so seriously.
i have to stop letting things get under my skin.
i feel so left out.
fuck.

basically at this very moment every bit of my womanly insides is spewing out of my vagina at an alarming rate.
every emotion is EXXXREME. 
last night was funny,
to bad dan didnt come.
i would have been ALL up in his nut, and CRACKIN it.

dear asshat.
if you fuck this up for lindsay, i will personally see that every day for the rest of your life is fucking ( Read more... )

dear kids that threw eggs at me tonight.

throwing eggs does not make you cool, edgy, or tough. and for some reason you decided to get all drunk and drive around in the cars mummy and daddy bought for you and throw eggs at people. not only did you miss the first time , you got angry and decided to call me names. i know you, i know who you are. and im ( Read more... )

my uniform for work is beige and white.
why you ask, would tim hortons give their faithful employee's light coloured uniforms when every at every turn something is spilling or dripping onto their nice clean uniform?
BECAUSE CHILDREN:
its a conspiracy, they are in business with the water companies. we have light uniforms, they get dirty so easily. we ( Read more... )

1. friday@ steves.
- sweet ass
- MAN, that kid has alot of fucking cats.
- h20(shittiest halloween movie EVERR)
2.saturday@ lindsay milgates
- minimal drama
- mack-ige
- dancinggggg
3. sunday 
- best hangover breakfast ever
- work
- home
( dear supervisor.
when i work an 8 hour shift. i get a lunch. its not a fucking choice. i almost passed out because you are ( Read more... )

i have this serious problem, with listening to elton john.
over and over and over again.

its all lindsays fault.
(halloween costumes tommorow.
we are so fucking sweet.
i dont understand why we dont have boyfriend.
lol.
maybe because we are disgusting pigs?
yep i think so.)

my mind goes a mile a minute when i think of him.
my heart races.
i get butterflies.
we ( Read more... )