There are little bitty babies in the house. I should leave Mom and dad seem really really happy and content. I really should leave. Everything has been really really busy recently and there's a lot to do. I've been trying my best. I'm getting in the way. I'll work hard today too. And...tonight...I...I'll go. Maybe Jackal is back from where ever he ( Read more... )

I hope my friend is ready! Tomorrow, Shouta! You and me are going to go to the fair and play games and rescue more of Ichi, Niah, and Sanji's family. I can't wait. Maybe I can get Dad to help me dig a pond for them so they can grow big.

I can't believe it's been this long since I was...well...freed. I hear all around town about the festival. It used to be that I'd not get to go. I'd be stuck down in the hole, because my masters wouldn't let me out. Because I was bad. And then I'd have to fight in the special fights. But I don't have to do that any more ( Read more... )

I finally got to go back outside again. And it's so warm. I'm glad. I'm not sleepy any more all the time. And I guess whatever toruble I was in...it's all been taken care of. I still have to be good though. But now that I can go out again, I decided I want to go be with Mom and Dad for a bit. I'm taking my pets and my stuffy with me so I won't be ( Read more... )

I...don't really know what's happening. I'm so confused. I woke up and I was suddenly at mom and dad's. I can't remember anything. Like all the other times. And then mom gave me this letter. It's from....me. Only not. It says a lot of strange, sort of scary things. It makes my head hurt.

Badly says that if I want, I can come back. I think though, it means the other me more than me. But he also said I have to find a way to tell me...about me. I suppose I could write me a message. Don't know what else to do, since I know that Akaya will want to go back to Baldy and Shouta, even if he also loves Mom and Baka-Oijii and Big Brother and ( Read more... )

The people who matter know where I am. That's fine. Don't give a crap if anyone else knows. I'm fine as I will be, considering. So certain dumbasses in the noble's quarters can relax. I'll come back when I come back. Just going to let things die down a little.

( Screened to Mom )

Everyone is making a big deal about this...yule thing. What's yule? Is it something good to eat? Shouta is asking me about gifts...Am I supposed to give gifts too? If so...I need to give one to Jackal and to Mom and Dad...and to Shouta and Kin and to my big brother too. But I don't even know how or where or anything. And I'm still so sleepy. I fell ( Read more... )

So...tired already. It's earlier this year. I wasn't like this before. Maybe because I'm in a safe place now with good people. My body is just telling me I need to sleep a bit. I think Jackal's mom caught me sleep walking already. Coby-kun, Jackal's frog says it's because I'm a cold blooded anima that it's instinctual. I wish I could stay awake ( Read more... )

I went to see the doctor. I still like Shouta better. But the doctor says that I'm better now. I'm still not supposed to do anything too dangerous. Not supposed to get into any fights or anything, but I told him I don't do that any more. He also says that I'm almost the weight I should be. He asked me if I had anything else wrong with me and I told ( Read more... )