I just looked at some of my latest entries and I had forgotten that I wrote the e-mail about Chris possibly cheating on me and I did end up just letting it go. I don't think he did but I still don't know, I'm just not letting it bug me anymore. I do trust Chris and I never really set any boundaries for that party, so even if he did make out with ( Read more... )

I believe that 95% of fights in friendships, coupls, marriages, etc. are caused by a mis-understanding. For example I was hanging out with my friend Mike once and we were both having an awful day. I snapped at Mike just because I was crabby and he snapped back at me because he was going through a really rough time. I walked away from the situation ( Read more... )

So... I fell in love again. I didn't think it was possible but it has happened. I have felt this way for a while.. it's been just about 9 months that I have been dating Chris. Last night I think he may have made out with or kissed another woman. I am spending the day in pain. He is busy with his schoolwork for the day so I can't find out for sure. ( Read more... )

Day 4 in Portland ( Read more... )

Today we started out the day with a clothing dilemma. I had no clue what to wear downtown. It was going to be slightly chilly and I only brought 3 pairs of shoes and for once in my life I didn't over pack on clothes, I actually brought a very small amount of clothing. I ended up finding an outfit that worked but it took me way to long and alot of ( Read more... )

We woke up in the morning around 9:00am. I was incredibly cranky because I had yet to have my coffee. We decided we would make the walk to the nearest Starbucks which was about a mile away. When we got there I was a little disappointed to find that it was owned by the store it was inside of so I was unable to use my discount there. Frustrated and ( Read more... )

Well, after being mistaken for a 16 year old and much confusion and frustration with my ticket, I finally made it to my gate at the airport at 10:45am. This was a bit late considering we had arrived at the airport at 9:30am and my flight was scheduled to leave at 11:30am. So I set my stuff down and get ready to relax for a bit before we board the ( Read more... )

Well, now that I am free of a manipulative, suffocating, cheating asshole, it's time that I returned to my goals and figured out exactly what I want to do with my life. Here are the things that must be done in order ( Read more... )

I feel as if everything in my life is falling apart or going wrong lately. Nothing seems to fit and nothing seems right. I have been spacing out at both of my jobs to the extent that I have made co-workers and/or my boss angry with me for this or that. For example, at Starbucks I had a really bad close with one of the more inexperienced Baristas ( Read more... )

I just read a book called "He's Just Not That Into You!" IT made me realize alot of things about myself and men. It made me realize how stupid I have been and how many excuses women make for guys that treat them like shit, or guys that are just downright assholes. Love makes you stupid.. and I can't even believe how stupid it makes you! It talks ( Read more... )