Today was a rough Father's Day.  I have a difficult time with dreary, almost rainy days.  They put me into a weird funk, especially after a few days ( Read more... )

I don't know when I will be able to talk about what happened.  Part of me wants to do it now, get it done with, get over that hurdle of saying their names out loud.  It's been almost a week since I've spoken their names outside of my head.  I doubt anyone has noticed.  Brian has voiced them, my mom has prayed out loud for them.  But me, it's ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've updated, and there are a million and then some things that are happening.  First of all, and most major, as well as obvious, is that it's almost Christmas.  And I haven't liked Christmas in at least 4 years, probably longer.  I like the idea of Christmas, the pretty decorations and lights, the warm loving family, the ( Read more... )

Today is Sept 8th. I haven't updated all year long, mainly cause I'm a slacker and I don't get a lot of alone introspective time. But I have half an hour now, my cleaning is done, I've showered and lotionized, and I'm just waiting for my husband to call to say he's on his way home ( Read more... )

The year that almost wasn't. The year that almost was. How we all ended up here, I'm not really sure. And I'm not really in the mood to figure that out ( Read more... )

This past weekend I got the promotion. I had interviewed for it on Friday, and then that weekend I decided that if I didn't get it, I would quit and go apply at Fidelity. Not because I don't like my work, but because I realized that professionally I haven't done anything since I entered the professional work force, almost three whole years ago ( Read more... )

From waaaaaaaaaaay back when ( Read more... )

I have so many different people running through my head right now. There's the post wedding planning person, trying to figure out what the big deal was and why people get so worked up about it. There's the nostagalic person there, the worrisome female, the apprehensive wife, the archetypcial healer, and the pissed off bitch. I'm not sure which ( Read more... )

After the wedding, we didn't go on a honeymoon, instead, we ended up in Boston for a few days.

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So we finally did it- it all came to an end this weekend when Brian and I got married. Everything went perfectly- it was well worth all the time, energy, sweat and tears that went into the planning process. ( Details!! )