SOrry guys but I use this to vent more than anything so I appologize for almost every entry being so morbid. Physically I am feeling like I am going to have a breakdown soon if I dont finish this semester soon. I have come to a conclusion. I only took part of a summer off since I started at FIU so I think I will be taking half of the year off ( Read more... )

I said it was over. It will remain so

Well love life is still a piece of crap. But I'm satisfied that its over. I know this is what I always say. But for real, its over. Wow five long years of this ordeal that was going nowhere. It had its good times. But it was too much at the end. But that is why there is an end ( Read more... )

Isnt it funny when you think that you are leaving a troubled chapter of your life behind and starting a new and fresh one and then all of a sudden you come across another situation that makes its bad again and then you are like how the hell did i get myself into this? The worst part is that it was kinda forced and it was never what I wanted (like ( Read more... )

you know what is worse than the cheating, the lying, the screaming, the frustration, the crying, the bitching??....indifference ( Read more... )

Micro final. Poop.

Wanna do it. But intimidated by it. I know what im doing. Its easier than Macro. So why am I procrastinting??

I hate studying

Ay Santo DOmingo...your so far away yet so near :(

Seeing Nathalie's post and seeing one of my friends whole page dedicated to the fact that she got engaged has got me thinking. Before I say anything I hope nobody gets offended because everyoen is entitled to choose their way of getting married. Shit, ill be lucky if i get there. But this is simply my idea, what i want but i cant have ( Read more... )

I am currently happy with my life at the moment. I have my days when i miss certian things but overall I'm happy living with my boyfriend. It feels like we have many more things to fix n terms of living matters n order to be as efficient as possible, but I guess time will tell us how to fix that. The only thing that sadens me sometimes is the fact ( Read more... )

I just have to post once again cuz im just so frustrated and angry at myself and my life. I hate having this fuckn surpass-all-this-shit-now attitude. I'm so unhappy with so many aspects of my life that it really gets me depressed. For starters I hate school. It feels like I'm back at SOuth Miami and doing worse! I have no time for nothing because ( Read more... )

This fuckn sux and it gets me so fuckn upset. They get your hopes up thinking one thing and then they let go the hint that nope...its not going down. Why would i even think such a thing. So slick too. They ask, assume and then did it making me think one thing when at the end it was going to be another. but thats okay. I keep learning. i still have ( Read more... )