can't stop my thoughts. so confused. right and wrong. norms and reality.

GOIN NUTS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. SO MUCH PRESSURE. SO MUCH FUCKIN PRESSURE.

the significance of changing, changing for you.

SO FUCKING HARD.

puta that shit felt good hahahahha :))

won't mind some more of that hahahaha!

fuckin achin muscles hahahahah :))

at my friend's right now. i'm a nocturnal person, which is why i'm up writing here insetad of sleeping like the others. last time i was here i spent the night reading ecstasy and went home around 8. it took an hour after for me to pass out ( Read more... )

as i expected, well i actually almost believed the opposite will happen, pia flaked out on our one on one drinking session. i ended up instead drinkin with mack, her friends, wendy and random guy freinds who happened to be there. the guys started with dulay, and then his friends, and drew, siph, tres, jop, charles, jm, pg, oh and jaime haha. after ( Read more... )

waiting for pia's confirmation for our one on one drinkin session. while waiting i'm here in front of the laptop jammin to this awesome techno i discovered a month ago, the house of god. hahaha damn if i had some e, i'd roll to this haha ( Read more... )

chemicals have stopped my mind. what used to be a universe of thoughts, questions and ideas swallowed itself up into a black hole, a vacuum where questions that struggle to live get sucked into the vacuum, into the depths of chemical unconsciousness ( Read more... )

jammin to erykah badu, was checkin out some pics of bill and luvleigh in facebook haha i wish i could go back there, but maybe wherever place i am, it's still gonna be the same. maybe i could redeem myself ( Read more... )

today i've officially converted ( Read more... )

so after that very painful day, i realised that i have lost my intense sex drive. i don't have a sex drive at all! i don't even wank as much anymore. i still get those random thoughts, yeah, but it's cold. there's no fire behind it anymore. i am simply dry ( Read more... )

go ahead, reach that spider explosion of stars
anyway possible.
they appear, they disappear.
see how temporary?
like you? so uncertain, moving back and forth,
volleyed into strange arms.
stomp to the music, with your wide wide eyes,
who has no soul inside.
shake it, shake away what's insane.
the vibe is thick as a quilt.
but it's hugging you so