read this shit :

because my mom likes to go through everything that has to do with me.... yes, that would be including my journal. im not having a journal anymore. i mean obviously i dont even get my own fucking private life. so dont bother looking in here because i wont be writing in my own god damn journal anymore.

emotions gone
scars are fading
perhaps they should be replaced
its a small price to pay
to just feel something again

( Read more... )

ive had a good day, but i have been in a horrible mood all day long ( Read more... )

im tired as fuck because i didnt sleep much last night. i was really worried about tomorrow. i mean i know it will be okay and its not as big of a deal as when they do the larger surgery, but its still scary ( Read more... )

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!

Created by -ambiguous and taken 35323 times on bzoink!
What is your favorite..gumwinterfresh... (but i love fruity gum too)restaurantlang vandrinklimeadeseasonfall...type of weatherchilly, but not really cold.emotionbeing happy/content. the feeling i get when i am with my friends. <3 ( Read more... )

why couldnt you just see through me

how come you act like this. like you just dont care at all.

i know i have updated a lot lately... but i have gotten a lot of comments about this lately:

my background ((to me)) represents art and beauty. i dont care what you think of it. it is my journal, my thoughts... get over it or stop reading.

have a wonderful night darlings <3

im not who you want me to be ( Read more... )

i guess that eventually people have to accept the fact that people will let you down. they will hurt you, use you, and not care. is it the general nature of people? life isnt about us having to worry about what will go wrong next... or what he/she will say to hurt us... or if they will come when they say they will... if they will come through with ( Read more... )