I had bad dreams. But I like waking up to realize that they aren't real ( Read more... )

Arghh ( Read more... )

I didn't realize it until now, but now that I've quit Shaws for good, the chance of seeing Huck again are very slim. Afterall, I don't have too much of a reason to visit the Shaws I worked at because there's one much closer to home. And I don't normally grocery shop. I might see Chris or someone and hug them, but I was always much closer to Huck. ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I have to get stuff out, I write them here because no one comes here anymore. Except Pearl XD And I don't mind her knowing ( Read more... )

So mom got my e-mail about Australia and we just can't afford it. I was close to tears because I wanted this and the fact that my internship didn't pay and is only 1 day a week didn't give me enough confidence that I could help pay for it. Maybe another summer, she said. I also told her about the idea of going abroad. She says it's mostly for ( Read more... )

Been a while cause he honestly comes here anymore XD Everyone's on facebook ( Read more... )

I have stuff to do this summer. I'm just so lazy!
I'm kind of worried about Huck though. It's finally happened, he got himself a girlfriend. But like...didn't he JUST meet her or something? I really REALLy hope he's got more on his mind than he shows...the last girl it was because she was 'hot'. Seriously, he's my friend but that bugs me about him a ( Read more... )

this is turning into my live journal but...well, shorter. Okay, nevermind, I wrote this before I started the rant but anyway,
My parents and everyone around me is going insane! Doesn't Harvard require an interview? so why is it such a huge deal that they e-mailed me to schedule one? Everyone seems to think this is huge.I just don't see it. Everyone ( Read more... )

Next week I was supposed to go to NY to visit a certain brother that I love and see only once every 2 months -_- 
And it's not happening. I was so happy because I miss him so much
and yet here it's blown up.
I'm upset but it also means I might be able to go skiing with my other brother. Maybe.
I'm still kinda mad.
I miss him a lot.

Life is so annoying sometimes. It feels like you could do everything possible and you'll still be let down ( Read more... )