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Nutshell
i wish she new how important she was.
i wonder if she would believe?
i wish i knew what the world was like to her.
i wish i could see who her liars are,
her friends are,
her fears,
her struggles.
i want so much, but i want to be her strength, not her struggle. -
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somtimes i hate what i did
sometimes i hate who i have become
sometimes i hate what i am not
sometimes im ok with what i did
sometimes im proud of who i am
sometimes i am ok with not being there yet -
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i'm so sick and tired of being called out for doing things wrong, when i'm am doing tings that are exceptional and challenge the way we look at things. every time i try to stand out, try to do the "american" thing and excel, i am hammered down by opposition that maintains the status quo, that says "no, you are wrong, because if you were write, ( Read more... ) -
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i love that sometimes all i have to do to make my wife happy is a few diamond push ups -
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she deserves 100 times better than me -
a very angry rant--NSFW
why cant i keep my shit together for when fucking semester ( Read more... ) -
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WOW
totally depressed today. cant focus on anything. -
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some days i cant see through the clouds
and i do not want to fight anymore
that is when i get on my knees
and ask God for the strength
for one more day
though my heart is raging
i try to swallow my pride
on scrapped knees
and ask God for just
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My rage is unacceptable
in the dawn of a new age
my name is inflexible
I am master of my cage
Brow beaten bars
in the ground all around me
these brow beaten bars
I will use to set me free
In name I am unknowable
Rage can't make you see
Justice is my name
You wish now you followed me.