Inspired by Flobots and life ( Read more... )

I am feeling so torn.

I need answers for what I am supposed to do.

I have such a passion inside.

Such a love.

Such a fury.

I feel like I am going to burn myself alive.

I am so empty ( Read more... )

I have two minds.

They are fighting.

Neither is winning today.

One wins one day.

One wins the next.

I am feel like my mind is tearing itself apart.

Black or white, no room for gray.

If one mind goes, I cannot exist.

If my minds won't stop fighting I will be a vegetable,

call me an asshole ( Read more... )

I think that of all the people I know, of everyone I dislike, I think I embody everything I hate about them. I have good, but so do they. I treat them like an ass. I treat people poorly if I do not like them. If they do not match my view of the world. I fail to be my view of the world.

I am the biggest problem in my world.

Maybe the truth is, I am the one who is wrong with the world. I try so hard to show every single person I encounter a different way, and they won't take it. That is understandable, no one likes change, and no one should be forced to change. But then, then they look at me differently. Not in a respectful way, but in a way that lets me know I am ( Read more... )

I am starting to feel more and more that school just isn't the "thing for me ( Read more... )

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ok, i am going to try to write down my thoughts/theories/beliefs on certain topics here soon...but not right now. its midnight. i work in 6 hours. lame.