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[reney]

You know, I'm more reaffirmed now that people really just look out for themselves. It's probably just really selfish for me to ask people to help me with anything, really. I seriously think that I over-extend myself so much only to get nothing but a shitload of "great, thanks" and nothing more. I go out of my way to help anyone and pretty much

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[chirashi_don]

Guilty as charged. I don't do things for a lot of people because I'm anti-social and yah, I basically don't feel attached enough to help people out.

I mean, if you were in a huge rut and called me in the middle of the night (8319636) because you were stranded and needed a ride home, then okay. Or if you got kicked out of your home and needed somewhere to crash, okay. Or food. Or clothes. Life essentials. I do emergencies. Except for those people who have emergencies, like, every OTHER DAY. I don't socialize well with people who need me.

[reney]

you also don't commit and then bail.

[chirashi_don]

true. I'm the type to pussy-foot around commitments just because I have a fear of making people feel like shit.

sellouts are one of the lowest forms of life.

[roopkirani]

I'm here to help you as much as I can with this promo video. I'm sure I could be doing much more but under the circumstances, it's hard. I don't expect you to do the whole thing by yourself, just know that when you start editing Paak and I will help you with the song choices etc. if you want. We just need to pick a few dates where we can all be on MSN or whatever.

I know I haven't been around much to help you out with anything ZB related. I'll smarten up. I promise.

BTW - This post is public, eh?

[reney]

yes. intentionally.

[vista1982]

Parizad, I understand your frustrations and also accept that they are partially as a result of my own lack of time and help to you. I also could arrange to come on MSN some time next week and we could brainstorm for the video, my only problem is that I don't have internet or a home phone line right now and there is nothing I can do about that for the time being. I also am not a hundred percent sure about whether I will be home in October because I haven't even sent off my job applications yet, thus have no idea whether I have any interviews. I know this is no help to you. I have said this before and I will say this again; maybe you can try and do less; ZB is a priority for you right now and that is great, but school should be too and I am not sure what this show is that you are planning but maybe you could either delegate what you are doing with that to someone else or explain that you have a lot on your plate? I hate reading that you are so overloaded with work, and unfortunately I don't think there is much for me to do all the

[reney]

maybe one day you and I can sit down and I can tell you what you're really not getting about me.

This show that I am planning... I'm a promoter for Vancouver Fashion Week.

[vista1982]

I knew about that show, I thought it was something on top of all that. Hope things are looking better today.