It may have been her eating disorder that killed her not suicide. pondering...

I can't believe she is gone...I dont know what to do.

I fucking tired of people telling me to suck it up! or that's how the world works, get over it!

I do suck it up. I keep a lot of things in. I let a lot of things slide. I am often told that I keep too much in and in the same breath I hear, suck it up!?!?

I am so not amuzed right now.

My problem- I really really really want people to just tell me how to live life. I would like answers to all problems that arise...I know childish. I live that way. It is more frustrating than helpful but comfortable nontheless. I hate the possiblity of making the wrong decision, so I make no decision at all. take for instance my car. I just got it ( Read more... )

I have a hard time with nothing to do. I want to be by myself. I need some "me" time. However, it is incredibly hard to do. I am freaking out about not having things to freak out about. I figure that maybe freaking out will trigger some reminder of things I need to do. then I will do them. ah...it's the nagging feeling that I have a million things ( Read more... )

merry christmas everyone! I care so much about you all.

happy birthday lady e

if you are in college, you should join www.thefacebook.com...it's so addictive. wait maybe you can join without having to be in college. you get to see where people from your high shcool are now and such. it gets old until someone you haven't seen in awhile says hi ( Read more... )

so much to do. i dont think i can anymore

finally I have some peeps talking to me online. it's a hoot