guess what guys? I went to urgent care today and I have PNUEMONIA. have fun at the parties for me tonight, I'll be home in my sick bed.

I think I have the flu.

we're chainedtoday was all about in 'n' out (isn't every day?), hollywood, and chinese food. we finally made it out of the house at 4 in the afternoon after pretending to "spend time with grandma" (getting ready for our outing at our parents house and therefore breathing the same air as grandma counts, doesn't it? psh, I looked in the room where ( Read more... )

I love remembering how much I love certain bands. like the pixies for example. I've been listening to my favorite mix that I made so long ago, that is all pixies songs...80 minutes of pure beauty. the weird little earbud thingies for my ipod are not friends my my tragus peircing however...the one on the right side keeps wanting to pop out of my ( Read more... )

NOODLE WORLD!!!

yes, it is true, katy and I went to noodle world today and it was LIFE! oh how the noodles do flow through my veins! I had leftovers, but I let my dad partake in the deliciousness...

now, off to work for an assramming!

blah de blah blah merry fucking christmas. GIVE ME CHAMPAGNE!

I need good book recommendations. do it NOW.

[I] feel sick and dirty, more dead than alive

an hour was spent battling with the alarm clock. I think I woke christopher up, but that's just the way it has to be. my nightmares stubbornly persisted through the alarm; unlike most nightmares, these were ones that I would like to do without. in the bathroom I realized I wanted to drown myself in the shower. I can feel myself actually dying.

I hate myself for ruining everything.